finally...

why shud i suffer and harm my happiness, becoz of the unsatisfaction towards sumone...
i must be happy...i must be happy....i must be happy XD

im bearing but not happy...........

its so painful to stay with some one who is selfish....
i may list out every single thing that u do which describes how selfish u are.. but im juz bearing with everything...
u gave me time, 20 min to do my work whereas you were doin ur tutorial when we were doing bf assgnment..

everyone was hungry, but when u wanna eat ni the others must do so..

u said i always become a clown who do work for everyone, i rather do than complaining
remember last time when were studying for finals, i shared with u something last minute which i realized as i studied then ni u shared something wht the lecturer said to u when u met her one week ago..so if not u wud nt have shared tht....is that a meaning to best friend? 

maybe because of this my results are bad....im stupid innefficient...

i can see that u don't trust my work anymore, when i say anything correctly oso, u deny it and embarrass me...thx for tht..
maybe i just need to bear with all this for sometime, time will pass very fast...   hope in future i dun have a husband like this,, i rather divorce him that living in hell everyday:P

i want a friend who will share my sorrow and who is able to share hers with me too, we can laugh togather...
not to juz do assignment and remind my flaws..... 

yesterday

so down yesterday, can't really do well in the mid terms, i thought i was relatively prepared but it didn't work actually. felt so bad ......................................but nothing can be done now. its past, so got to think ma future..
besides all these, yesterday i did enjoy celebrating my hse mates b'day.it was great and awesome........eating cake, decorating, and there was a lot of food..damn i was so full...but the most important thing is that, everyone enjoyed...hehehhehe :)

stubborn n stupid

sorry, to bother u and thx for making me realise.

LOVE

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well

its tyme to go back to normal. becoz this is what people like. living a life of punishment.....thank you for making me realise who am i..........im nothing.......juz a potato....yes...but can't blame u noe, neither maself. i didnt want to be like this.but sorry, i should nt have invested hope.......good bye my fren:)

jogging

went jogging today, had an awesome day. the weather was great, windy not sunny. pretty satisfied as i jogged 2 rounds and walked 3 rounds. saw my lecturer,he was also jogging. saw many students,uncles and aunties.
but the only thing spoils the beauty of the park is the couples who come to romance there. not to say they can't romance there, but they must have decency and respect other people too. they can't show their intimacy to everyone. its disgusting. hope they will realize. so what is the difference between human and animals...........big question.

stayed up

yesterday me and ma hse mates were studying togather in ma floor. we were studying + chatting, lol laughed a lot till i had a lot of tears in ma eyes and stomach ache. then it was 12.30am sumthing like that. ma radio was singing, then we heard a spooky screaming voice, guess it was a women. it was damn damn scary,i thought oni am the one who heard it, i was keeping quite without realizing that ma hse mates oso heard it. then they were scared, i covered by saying it was the song in the radion, actually it was not frm that. then another hse mate of mine told she could smell sumthing, i told that maybe sumone was cooking, and then i told them i could no longer cover up anything and its betta for us to nt stay up long. then , i decided to go to bed. they went for a yum cha. it was scray experience but very exciting indeed....hehehhe.....hope it won't happen again and evrything will be fine. god bless us. hope God will always protect us........:)

IT WAS INFATUATION, THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT.......................

great day

started my day with a strong cup of coffee, sent my laundry, called my mom and then i was listening to SRK songs:) today some or rather must study law..............next week got test, omg........so scary. later thinking wat to eat for lunch........maybe my instant noodles bcoz i feel the aunty selling food near west lake not tasty so juz eat maggi...........

SICK.................:(

since yesterday feel very weird, very nausea and feel like wanna vomit............................

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